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Name: supermodelka
Interests: modest mouse, of montreal, wolf parade, the velvet underground, neutral milk hotel, bright eyes, olivia tremor control, galaxie 500
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Member Since:
9/29/2006
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| Hello! This will be my last update for a while, because I seem to have lost intuition to post here often. I hope all of you have a lovely Thanksgiving. Remember, you don't have to not eat to be lovely people. If you are planning to cut back, I am glad for you. Maybe you're vegan, which is awesome. I, lately, have been trying to convert to vegan myself, and I have learned so many new things. Peta2.com is a great, fun place, and you can get free stuff for doing what you believe in. I think you should sign up for the street team there. My grades aren't what I expected, but this just means I have to push myself harder. When you are a parent, if you want to be, remember not to pressure your kids into getting good grades. They will realize it on their own. :] | | |
| Been good, realized a few things. I am mistaken if I think I have learned enough not to do it again. | | |
| I am not happy, depressed, nor sad. I do not know what I am, actually. It seems every line is contradicting the other, it seems that I can write no further. I seem a mess. A mess with no control, this time. Control over anything in my life. It seems the seasons can come and go as they please. But, I turn to Autumn. I ask her to stay, please stay. I want to smell the crisp air of change, see the leaves on the ground and hear them as they crunch under my weight. I want to hear the wind gusts in my ear, lift a hand to my cheek and feel the cool sensation. I do not look forward to snow, not at all. I want to be out of school, out of home, and enjoy the nature. The nature that can make me whole. The nature that can make me cold or warm, content or happy. The nature that is here. I know, like everything else in life, it must go. This planet is driving me crazy. Theres only so much to science, and after you have figured everything out;cell by cell, morsel by morsel, particle by particle, you can't do much more than think. And thinking is a strange medical problem, for me at least. | | |
| You girls are so cute. Thanks to everyone for wishing me a happy birthday... I got extensions! I did mine and Whitneys, I will post pictures whenever I find a camera..more of an update later! | | |
| I have stopped thinking lately, but recently I have been thinking. My birthday is tomorrow, and I don't really care. I don't think that it should matter if there is a God, or if there isn't. Just like I don't think you should spend your whole life trying to make yourself look better. I don't think you should have to accept yourself. But I guess if you do, you are a whole lot better off. I don't think that I should have to plan days that I won't eat. Or plan calories that I will not take in. I don't think that anyone should have to think about anything, maybe everyone would be a lot happier. But if you do, I can't blame you. | | |
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